Okay, so if I wasn't completely confused before, I wouldn't be THIS confused now...
I've known this guy for about three years now. I admit, I don't "know know" him. I know that he's funny, compassionate, and very outgoing. I caught him staring at me once, smiling like an utter idiot. Now, I would assume that he did that to be funny and get a reaction out of me... but I really don't know. This is high school we're talking about, and believe me, I haven't been "around the block" a lot. He's also a very "touchy feely" type of guy.
He can at times come off as a very loving person due to family background, but not frequently enough to make me certain. He would always find an excuse to touch me. This closeness included rubbing my back, to playing with my fingers... what does that mean?!
Now, being a very good friend to his little sister, I went to a semi-formal dance with her and another friend. He came with a date though, with whom I did notice he would stray away from a lot to talk to his other friends. So, I'm guessing that may mean he's not that interested? Anyway, he ignored me quite a bit; never staying around the same area I was in for longer than 5 minutes. Then, out of the blue, he came up to me as I was talking with a friend and asked, "So how are you doing?"
I was in a funky mood all throughout the night. I would get sad because I missed all of the people around me that I've known for so long and hardly ever see anymore, to feeling angry at the fact I had the impression that the only reason guys were asking me to dance was because I was being pitied. After watching him ask nearly all of the girls to dance but me, and myself being asked and having kindly rejected due to my mood, I finally agreed to dance with a guy who asked me to end the night on a sweet note. Continue reading →
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